53: Guts

Feeling very excited although it was very crowded and tired.

May be I have been too occupied by work in the past 2 months, I enjoyed very much, the most enjoyable time.

This could be seen as my major step to open, open my mind, open my eyes, open my hands, open my senses.

Guts are crucial. No guts, no action, no reaction, no enjoyment, no excitement!

Without much persuasion, without warm-up, without any bottles, only with guts, I make it! Although have not marked numbers, opened.

Bangkok and Germany are nice places. Good! Oh! Hold it! Oh! Touch it! Shout it! Excellent!